Just another clocks-ticking moment to be reminisced :)

I'm loving the fact that some last minute plan turns out to be awesome that it could be one of you best days in the year. So yeah this could be one of mine. Another outing with my girlfriends from highschool..they're the best =)
I might be a little off talking about this in here but really, the thought of going into Uni and get to find a bunch of people who might be as close and as good as these people, no you can't find them. I dont really know if it really just me or it really is that I find it hard to find good company for you to stick around with. Good as in like when I was with these people back in my highschool years, we did everything together. As in studying together, we eat together, for short I could name the situation as susah senang hidup bersama kind of friendship..but all i can see here people are using each other or even worse making you as their last resort.. I don't really mind tho, maybe it really is just me being anti-social freaks that I prefer to isolate myself but yea.. I still have another 3 years here. =)

So yeah this is another outing with my girlies =) from morning to night..it's exhausting but we had fun =)

Till then, toodles! And happy brand new year of 2012!

Too many outing, so little pictures.

Yeah, posting pictureless post might bore the hell out of myself that I prefer not to update a single thing since words might bore you as well. I'm talking as if I have any readers here, Lol. So this is going to be like my "once in a blue moon" post without picture. I'm just gonna type whatever that crossed my mind, no one reads this anyway..so yeah.

Currently I'm having my rough time forcing my dear self to "consume" as much notes and readings I can for my upcoming final exam. I dont really know what is wrong with me actually that I dont feel like...axcvbnojdiajajda no words can best explain this feeling. Let's just call it temporary laziness, hopefully it is really temporarily. It's like the toughest thing to do right now..its 3.30am for fuck sake. Please study laaaa Megaa.

I got bored on things pretty easily, just how I got bored with myself easily. Thought of doing something with my hair and I wanna feel brand new as well. Missing my crazy long and straight hair that I've been keeping for years. Yeah, YEARS and suddenly I kind of molested it this year by perming it. Don't really like it at first but yeah I'm getting used to it and liking it..kinda, afterall..no regret. I DONT DO REGRET :) Talking about regret, I actually regret the fact that I let you in, just like that but when I have come to think of it...yeah I don't do regret. Just lesson learned. Here we go, I'm crapping again~

The reason this picture is up is.........I don't really know actually. See how full-of crap I can get at times. To those who actually managed to put up with my crap these all along, thank you so much. I love you guys. Ahaha okay since I havent been ss-ing for decades, like really..so yeah finally this is the first one! I coundnt believe myself when I forced my forgetful mind to recall the last time I really ss-ed. So yeah this is how my hair looks like right now and I've thought of doing it just like this.......the best caption for this photo is, Just my eyebags and I.

Yeah like this! Look how wishful my thinking could get, which I hate it. I'm missing my old hair that I've been googling and tumblring for pictures like this, yeah my lesbian-me..look like as if that it is already back. Oh no.. Lol :P So yeah, dear mind, please make up your mind! Toodles, wait for my next rant. Waaaait for it.

Christmas Eve :)

I am just exaggerating about the the title up here, we do not celebrate Christmas actually but yeeea since everybody keep saying it's an Chrismas eve's gathering so yea, anything should be fine as long as I meet these creatures I love the most =)

So yeah, a short meetup and a night drive to a yummy Mcflurry, yeah that sums up the shortage of time we had for a meet up but I had fun! I've been missing these few creatures specially the tiny one, my one and only tiny lawyer since she's leaving for Manilla on the next day. I love the fact that I don't actually need fancy things to cheer me up, all I need is.. just them :)

I wonder why...

these talented dudes I'm in love with have the same first and last initial on their name which is J.M. John Mayer, James Morrison, Jonathan Meyers.. Lol, that's not the point actually. I just feel like sharing some of their videos up here but I am currently listening to this. So yeah, FEEL FREE to goggle them.. they are all like crazy talented. How I wish anyone would want to serenade me like this, Lol sorry you have to put up with my wishful thinking :P But seriously, is there's anyone out there? I'm right here, another part of the world waiting for any nice dude to sing for me, like this! :P

"If there's nothing left to lose, then what is this feeling that keeps bringing me back to you?"

Another crapping session.

Called me old fashioned, I actually take relationship seriously. Although I have been secretly FWB-ing around before this but I decided to quit on that already, like now. As we get older I finally realized how "too-late" I am already as everyone has finally found someone amazing to love and be loved...while I am still fooling and wandering around, messing with the no-string-attached kind of relationship which I finally realized that it actually leads me to nowhere. So yeah, I am so clueless and experience-less in "real relationship with feelings involved in it" kind of relationship. How to love, like really? All I know that it hurts too much that I can barely feel anymore. Lol.. how emo :D

Anyways I am gonna constrain myself from what I do best before, and learn to do what I don't do well..which is to love.

Wish me luck :)

Those who never fails to put up a curve on my face :)

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A good friend is cheaper than therapy

You have to believe that saying..it's either you're friendless or you're really annoying to not believe what I have stated up there :P I love you guys to bits! XOXO

My homeboys!

 I feel so lucky that I have met these few crazy and fun people.. I feel so blessed :) Yeah been calling them all boys cos we get to be boys and act like boys among each other, how cool is that? :D

So yeah, my chinese boyfriend as in Claire were in KK for his sem break, an outing is a must for us each and every time he's back. Been missing you and our face-to-face racism jokes, molesting, touching this and that kind of relationship that we had..like really. We've been declaring and showing our indian-chinese affection only on the cyber space since you are so far away in Ipoh leaving me here all lonely and hopeless in KK City.. Anyways, It has been so long I've been hiding my silly side and have to act all skema outside without being random and crazy..finally it all triggers out in a blink of an eye. I had so much fun tho, :D So here's pictures!

All I know is that we have to act all-gangsta in this picture..........

Apa ko mau?

 

                                                                     My takuk :D

                                                                        Nicky <3

Tuhau and I..I don't know why I look cute here, Sheldon.

And this supposed to be candid..Lol. I cant resist camera, Shahmi :P 

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Trying to act all pro but I look.....constipated.

Ahhhhhhhhh I love you guys so much!! <3

My army :D

We don't really take that much of photos, sadly and I can only found these very few pictures on my bb :( Well, that means that we are having a great time and didn't get to take much pictures. Anyways, love you guys to bits! <3

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