I want someone I can just sit with for hours and be silly and crazy with, someone I can laugh and burst out loud laughing with and doesnt care how goofy I can get, someone who I can eat like a pig with, someone who understands my odd obsession over certain things that no one can else can, Someone to snuggle under the blanket with and keep me warm, someone I can always go to when I'm having bad days, someone who thinks I'm amazing, someone who I can grow old with and doesnt care about gazilion wrinkles on my face and still think I'm the prettiest woman he ever had, someone imperfect that is always perfect for me..
I want a boy who decided to grow up and be a man. Don't move, stay where you are
cause I'm on my way to future :-)
Tuesday 26 July 2011
Thursday 21 July 2011
Thursday 14 July 2011
One Less Lonely Girl
I considered myself VERY lucky and yeah of course I'm not talking about meeting Justin Bieber, I am lucky enough and feel so grateful with this one. Although these thing happened about few weeks ago but it lingers on my head and will never fade (trust me), I can still smile widely when I thought about it.. Call me crazy, yes people caught me smilling like a mad person while I'm cleaning my dishes, while I'm on the road waiting for the traffic light to turn green , while I'm doing about almost anything... Let's called this as an unexpected dream-come-true experience for a little girl called Megaa :)
As you all know, I am a huge fan of Aizat Amdan.. Yeah that dude, I was a fan since idk when but yeah I remember myself falling heels over head for him 2 years ago but the vibe of "like" was just normal.. it gets pretty "abnormal" starting last year that I have this crazy thing on head of meeting him in person when I get to continue my studies in KL later, but I never imagined myself would be talking, shaking hands, being recognized by him and such.
Anyways, finally I get to meet him when he came down to KK for his showcase at BB cafe. I thought the place would be really really packed (it is,kinda) so I decided to drag along my friends to came 2 hours earlier, yes pathetic right. And turns out that it's a bright move cause they started out pretty early so lucky us but unlucky some people who arrived when he's done with his performance. And we get to seat at the very very front seat right infront of the stage, thanks to my buddies (Farrah, Mincai and Nataf) HEH HEH HEH :P
So yeah, all of that happened (shaking hands and ect) and I was like asdsdfjgdkkhl SERIOUSLY, AM I DREAMING? :'D
At first we came there and sat on our table and acted like the other normal fans waiting for him to be up on stage..and when he was up there, everyone was like omg diojaskdjsadnajhdaoaisudjkaakjsia!! but I went really speechless and just blush all by myself, just how I acted when I look my crush around the school but this is way way way 'extreme', heartbeat runs too fast, my hands are shaking cold.. Lol I looked at him in an awe, i was like damn. I was really really quiet, believe me. So he sang his songs and I realised he was staring at me while singing, well literally staring like "this girl looks familiar" kind of stare, and my friends was like "why is he looking at you,dia kenal ko ka???" And I was like "YOU CRAZY, I wish" and after he sang few songs, he managed to give something like speeches thanking everyone for supporting him and all, I looked at him in shy-kind-of-way from my seat and looked down when he turned his head to our seat..and suddenly in the middle of his speech, he mentioned me!!! And it sounds like this "oh and thank u for coming, ohh andd you! You're Megaa right..am i right?" UP FROM THE STAGE and everybody was looking at me.. And Mincai, Nataf, Farah and Harmiza was like " YAAAAAA SHE IS MEGAA!!" Hahahahhaa omg. wake me up, anyone? :'D
He kinda knows me because we talked on twitter but it never crossed my mind for him to recognize me, out of thousand fans who tweeted him and he knows me!! Maybe I look like a creep and tweeted him like a mad person (not really mad actually :p) ..that's how he remembers me :p Lol
So we went a little hyper specially Mincai, ah semua lah hyper actually. Not a little 180 degree hyper and crazy happy only god knows how it feels. And after that I get to be up on stage and "sing" with him but I was too shy, how I wish I do not have stage fright and can sing awesome-ly like how I rock the K-Box room. anyways he called me up on stage! I mean he chose me, be jealous :P and He even gave me a free and not to mention frontseat ticket for his concert this coming 22nd :-) after the show he went down from the stage and went to meet us on the table and get to talk and camwhore a little. He's such a sweetheart and friendly and awesome in person..and not to mention, gentleman? While he's talking to us on the table, his brother called him and ask him to packed his stuff and put em up in the car. So yeah he was like "alaa guys i go pack my stuff first, I'll be back".. Takes him too long to be back and yep we waited for him, we thought that he went home or something and yea we don't really mind tho, he's an artist and a busy man so..you get what I mean. We decided to move our ass and camwhore somewhere and leave. Not too long after that, he was running toward us and said " Sorry guys..can't stay too long I have to go back to my hotel room". he was sweating but cute, and so he shakes my hand first!! :P and the rest. And it's not the end, not too long after that he followed us on twitter and tweeted this!!! :D
Here is our pictures :-)
We took gazillions of photos that night but I'm putting only some in here, cause you know, bad angles and fats all over me.. heheh. Anyways, July has been awesome so far. Alhamdulillah. Can't wait for another hangout a.k.a futsal game with Aizat this coming Monday! :P Ttyl
As you all know, I am a huge fan of Aizat Amdan.. Yeah that dude, I was a fan since idk when but yeah I remember myself falling heels over head for him 2 years ago but the vibe of "like" was just normal.. it gets pretty "abnormal" starting last year that I have this crazy thing on head of meeting him in person when I get to continue my studies in KL later, but I never imagined myself would be talking, shaking hands, being recognized by him and such.
Anyways, finally I get to meet him when he came down to KK for his showcase at BB cafe. I thought the place would be really really packed (it is,kinda) so I decided to drag along my friends to came 2 hours earlier, yes pathetic right. And turns out that it's a bright move cause they started out pretty early so lucky us but unlucky some people who arrived when he's done with his performance. And we get to seat at the very very front seat right infront of the stage, thanks to my buddies (Farrah, Mincai and Nataf) HEH HEH HEH :P
So yeah, all of that happened (shaking hands and ect) and I was like asdsdfjgdkkhl SERIOUSLY, AM I DREAMING? :'D
At first we came there and sat on our table and acted like the other normal fans waiting for him to be up on stage..and when he was up there, everyone was like omg diojaskdjsadnajhdaoaisudjkaakjsia!! but I went really speechless and just blush all by myself, just how I acted when I look my crush around the school but this is way way way 'extreme', heartbeat runs too fast, my hands are shaking cold.. Lol I looked at him in an awe, i was like damn. I was really really quiet, believe me. So he sang his songs and I realised he was staring at me while singing, well literally staring like "this girl looks familiar" kind of stare, and my friends was like "why is he looking at you,dia kenal ko ka???" And I was like "YOU CRAZY, I wish" and after he sang few songs, he managed to give something like speeches thanking everyone for supporting him and all, I looked at him in shy-kind-of-way from my seat and looked down when he turned his head to our seat..and suddenly in the middle of his speech, he mentioned me!!! And it sounds like this "oh and thank u for coming, ohh andd you! You're Megaa right..am i right?" UP FROM THE STAGE and everybody was looking at me.. And Mincai, Nataf, Farah and Harmiza was like " YAAAAAA SHE IS MEGAA!!" Hahahahhaa omg. wake me up, anyone? :'D
He kinda knows me because we talked on twitter but it never crossed my mind for him to recognize me, out of thousand fans who tweeted him and he knows me!! Maybe I look like a creep and tweeted him like a mad person (not really mad actually :p) ..that's how he remembers me :p Lol
So we went a little hyper specially Mincai, ah semua lah hyper actually. Not a little 180 degree hyper and crazy happy only god knows how it feels. And after that I get to be up on stage and "sing" with him but I was too shy, how I wish I do not have stage fright and can sing awesome-ly like how I rock the K-Box room. anyways he called me up on stage! I mean he chose me, be jealous :P and He even gave me a free and not to mention frontseat ticket for his concert this coming 22nd :-) after the show he went down from the stage and went to meet us on the table and get to talk and camwhore a little. He's such a sweetheart and friendly and awesome in person..and not to mention, gentleman? While he's talking to us on the table, his brother called him and ask him to packed his stuff and put em up in the car. So yeah he was like "alaa guys i go pack my stuff first, I'll be back".. Takes him too long to be back and yep we waited for him, we thought that he went home or something and yea we don't really mind tho, he's an artist and a busy man so..you get what I mean. We decided to move our ass and camwhore somewhere and leave. Not too long after that, he was running toward us and said " Sorry guys..can't stay too long I have to go back to my hotel room". he was sweating but cute, and so he shakes my hand first!! :P and the rest. And it's not the end, not too long after that he followed us on twitter and tweeted this!!! :D
It was one awesome night and I couldnt even summerize them all in this blogspot, it's up on my head like a broken video tape :P
Here is our pictures :-)
We took gazillions of photos that night but I'm putting only some in here, cause you know, bad angles and fats all over me.. heheh. Anyways, July has been awesome so far. Alhamdulillah. Can't wait for another hangout a.k.a futsal game with Aizat this coming Monday! :P Ttyl
Saturday 2 July 2011
Pieces of me.
I go by the name "Gong" for some very very close friends and family. I don't really know where I got the name, it's kinda like a childhood name that came out of nowhere only-god-knows-from-where. My brother said I look so effin chinese with super fair skin last time and I was like seriously? He is the one to be blame for creating the name actually. Anyways, ironically I am the opposite of all that physical description today and I don't really care tho, as long as I look like a little bit of both of my parents ( I look like mom when she was younger but fatter of course and I got my dad's tan skin & his weird nose :p).
I am proud with what I am, it's just that dad thought I'm not cause the way I dressed up is kinda not-so-traditional-ish. I mean like...err you know. But dad I love chapatti and Dhal so much and I even eat them with my hand, licking my fingers real good!! (well not really licking:P) .. And mom, I eat Ambuyat although not so much. I'm living your Bisaya-brunei culture all these while it's just that I am not into the foods...belunu, biabas and stuff like that. And the chinese you have is not so much affecting me since it's just a race in grandma's birth certificate :-). Anyways.. I'm loving the colours I have in the family.
My intention for this post is to tell you where I got the name Gong, and here I go talking about roots and races, LOL. So yeah, people constantly ask me what kind of name is that. It's just my name :)
So yeah since most of our stuff is on the other house, I only get to bring these 3 pictures with me.. I don't look like this now... like really right? I guess just the eyes...my sleepy-teary-eyebagISH looking eyes.
I was never a fan of my brother last time, until today. Lol :p I mean we're close but he's kinda mean to me in a mean-ish way kind of mean if you know what I mean. LOL! I know he loves me by the amount of teasing he made. God, I'm so lucky to have him :-) <3
TTYL.
I am proud with what I am, it's just that dad thought I'm not cause the way I dressed up is kinda not-so-traditional-ish. I mean like...err you know. But dad I love chapatti and Dhal so much and I even eat them with my hand, licking my fingers real good!! (well not really licking:P) .. And mom, I eat Ambuyat although not so much. I'm living your Bisaya-brunei culture all these while it's just that I am not into the foods...belunu, biabas and stuff like that. And the chinese you have is not so much affecting me since it's just a race in grandma's birth certificate :-). Anyways.. I'm loving the colours I have in the family.
My intention for this post is to tell you where I got the name Gong, and here I go talking about roots and races, LOL. So yeah, people constantly ask me what kind of name is that. It's just my name :)
So yeah since most of our stuff is on the other house, I only get to bring these 3 pictures with me.. I don't look like this now... like really right? I guess just the eyes...my sleepy-teary-eyebagISH looking eyes.
TTYL.
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