Just another clocks-ticking moment to be reminisced :)

I'm loving the fact that some last minute plan turns out to be awesome that it could be one of you best days in the year. So yeah this could be one of mine. Another outing with my girlfriends from highschool..they're the best =)
I might be a little off talking about this in here but really, the thought of going into Uni and get to find a bunch of people who might be as close and as good as these people, no you can't find them. I dont really know if it really just me or it really is that I find it hard to find good company for you to stick around with. Good as in like when I was with these people back in my highschool years, we did everything together. As in studying together, we eat together, for short I could name the situation as susah senang hidup bersama kind of friendship..but all i can see here people are using each other or even worse making you as their last resort.. I don't really mind tho, maybe it really is just me being anti-social freaks that I prefer to isolate myself but yea.. I still have another 3 years here. =)

So yeah this is another outing with my girlies =) from morning to night..it's exhausting but we had fun =)

Till then, toodles! And happy brand new year of 2012!

Too many outing, so little pictures.

Yeah, posting pictureless post might bore the hell out of myself that I prefer not to update a single thing since words might bore you as well. I'm talking as if I have any readers here, Lol. So this is going to be like my "once in a blue moon" post without picture. I'm just gonna type whatever that crossed my mind, no one reads this anyway..so yeah.

Currently I'm having my rough time forcing my dear self to "consume" as much notes and readings I can for my upcoming final exam. I dont really know what is wrong with me actually that I dont feel like...axcvbnojdiajajda no words can best explain this feeling. Let's just call it temporary laziness, hopefully it is really temporarily. It's like the toughest thing to do right now..its 3.30am for fuck sake. Please study laaaa Megaa.

I got bored on things pretty easily, just how I got bored with myself easily. Thought of doing something with my hair and I wanna feel brand new as well. Missing my crazy long and straight hair that I've been keeping for years. Yeah, YEARS and suddenly I kind of molested it this year by perming it. Don't really like it at first but yeah I'm getting used to it and liking it..kinda, afterall..no regret. I DONT DO REGRET :) Talking about regret, I actually regret the fact that I let you in, just like that but when I have come to think of it...yeah I don't do regret. Just lesson learned. Here we go, I'm crapping again~

The reason this picture is up is.........I don't really know actually. See how full-of crap I can get at times. To those who actually managed to put up with my crap these all along, thank you so much. I love you guys. Ahaha okay since I havent been ss-ing for decades, like really..so yeah finally this is the first one! I coundnt believe myself when I forced my forgetful mind to recall the last time I really ss-ed. So yeah this is how my hair looks like right now and I've thought of doing it just like this.......the best caption for this photo is, Just my eyebags and I.

Yeah like this! Look how wishful my thinking could get, which I hate it. I'm missing my old hair that I've been googling and tumblring for pictures like this, yeah my lesbian-me..look like as if that it is already back. Oh no.. Lol :P So yeah, dear mind, please make up your mind! Toodles, wait for my next rant. Waaaait for it.

Christmas Eve :)

I am just exaggerating about the the title up here, we do not celebrate Christmas actually but yeeea since everybody keep saying it's an Chrismas eve's gathering so yea, anything should be fine as long as I meet these creatures I love the most =)

So yeah, a short meetup and a night drive to a yummy Mcflurry, yeah that sums up the shortage of time we had for a meet up but I had fun! I've been missing these few creatures specially the tiny one, my one and only tiny lawyer since she's leaving for Manilla on the next day. I love the fact that I don't actually need fancy things to cheer me up, all I need is.. just them :)

I wonder why...

these talented dudes I'm in love with have the same first and last initial on their name which is J.M. John Mayer, James Morrison, Jonathan Meyers.. Lol, that's not the point actually. I just feel like sharing some of their videos up here but I am currently listening to this. So yeah, FEEL FREE to goggle them.. they are all like crazy talented. How I wish anyone would want to serenade me like this, Lol sorry you have to put up with my wishful thinking :P But seriously, is there's anyone out there? I'm right here, another part of the world waiting for any nice dude to sing for me, like this! :P

"If there's nothing left to lose, then what is this feeling that keeps bringing me back to you?"

Another crapping session.

Called me old fashioned, I actually take relationship seriously. Although I have been secretly FWB-ing around before this but I decided to quit on that already, like now. As we get older I finally realized how "too-late" I am already as everyone has finally found someone amazing to love and be loved...while I am still fooling and wandering around, messing with the no-string-attached kind of relationship which I finally realized that it actually leads me to nowhere. So yeah, I am so clueless and experience-less in "real relationship with feelings involved in it" kind of relationship. How to love, like really? All I know that it hurts too much that I can barely feel anymore. Lol.. how emo :D

Anyways I am gonna constrain myself from what I do best before, and learn to do what I don't do well..which is to love.

Wish me luck :)

Those who never fails to put up a curve on my face :)

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A good friend is cheaper than therapy

You have to believe that saying..it's either you're friendless or you're really annoying to not believe what I have stated up there :P I love you guys to bits! XOXO

My homeboys!

 I feel so lucky that I have met these few crazy and fun people.. I feel so blessed :) Yeah been calling them all boys cos we get to be boys and act like boys among each other, how cool is that? :D

So yeah, my chinese boyfriend as in Claire were in KK for his sem break, an outing is a must for us each and every time he's back. Been missing you and our face-to-face racism jokes, molesting, touching this and that kind of relationship that we had..like really. We've been declaring and showing our indian-chinese affection only on the cyber space since you are so far away in Ipoh leaving me here all lonely and hopeless in KK City.. Anyways, It has been so long I've been hiding my silly side and have to act all skema outside without being random and crazy..finally it all triggers out in a blink of an eye. I had so much fun tho, :D So here's pictures!

All I know is that we have to act all-gangsta in this picture..........

Apa ko mau?

 

                                                                     My takuk :D

                                                                        Nicky <3

Tuhau and I..I don't know why I look cute here, Sheldon.

And this supposed to be candid..Lol. I cant resist camera, Shahmi :P 

Sexy&Iknowit.com.my

Trying to act all pro but I look.....constipated.

Ahhhhhhhhh I love you guys so much!! <3

My army :D

We don't really take that much of photos, sadly and I can only found these very few pictures on my bb :( Well, that means that we are having a great time and didn't get to take much pictures. Anyways, love you guys to bits! <3

<3

There is always a first in everything..

So yeah this is my very very first deepavali in my entire life!

I must say that everything is pretty new to me that it fascinates and creeps me (in a good way :P) about everything. Went to the temple but I can't say it is for the first time since I kinda think that I have ever been to a few temples when I was a kid..anyways the ritual and how they pray is kinda interesting. Celebrated it by going to my late grandpa's temple, yep I never know the huge temple in the middle of Brickfields is our family temple, it amuses me in a way that I can barely describe. To sum up my deepavali, all i can say is.. it is ALL about foods. Believe me. 

So yeah, Toodles!

NEWSFLASH!!

Lol, the title up there has nothing to do with the rate of importance of this post. Just having a glimpse of thought of updating this blog with zero main idea of what to write. So yeah, as I go through my laptop, I've found this!!

CUTE, NO? :D 

Lol, I'm taking mandarin as my minor, 4 credits hour bro!! So yeah, to get a first class Degree, I must at least score an A (4flat) for mandarin. Not cool.. but so far mandarin is cool and fun, i hope it stays that way. HOPEFULLY. :))

But I'm quite worried as I am kind of a slow learner so hopefully I won't be skipping any class..Lol I've been saying hopefully alot. Will make it happen instead of hoping, with god's will.

Friends with benefit.

I bet all of you have watched FWB of Justin Timberlake and Mila Kunis, No String Attached by Ashton Kutcher and Natalie Portman and all sorts of movies that adapt the same concept that defines what FWB is.

So get your fact right of what topic I'm trying to say here :)

So yeah, my definition of a perfect fwb is someone who can be a friend instead of JUST the benefit. I honestly think that those who can only afford to give the "benefits" side is a total thumbsdown, turn them down at the very first place before you get yourself frustrated with what might come to your way..If you get what I mean. That's what a jerk usually does..a jerk.

A perfect fwb is someone who you can go to at the end of the day, talks about how your day goes, someone you want to trust, someone to brighten up your dull day in a way a friend or even better, a best friend could offer. It'd be so much cooler if they have the same thinking, likes and dislikes and other stuff that you can relate to yourself, or the opposite wont harm you as long as you feel comfortable of enjoy the presence of each other. and it'd be awesome if both of you could hang out just as how "a bros hanging out with other bros" kind of hangout if you get what I mean. I know it sounds like I'm describing a characteristic of what a girl wants in a guy and stuffs like that, dont get me wrong. The deal here that you both wants the same thing which is "not a relationship" so yeah, this is how it should go, to me.

Never ever treat your fwb as your last resort, remember they're human too! And they have feelings. And you should've understand what the ignorance stands for, something isnt right. 

But but but remember the deal is, no string attached so no feelings are involved in it. Although as I've stated before that they have feelings too, what I'm trying to say here is be considerate :)

Just had this on mind before and maybe I shall stop...oh and it has nothing to do with me. Just feel like spilling what is on my mind since I've been putting it on my drafts for so long. So yeah :D

Looking through the posts below made me laugh! Yeah I've said it each and every time I'm updating my blog cause I've abandoned this, and i haven't got my time to really compare myself back then to now. I, myself can see the difference. I am much wiser, mature and better now..well I think. I dont know why I'm saying this but yeah that is what i see.. :)

Talking about why I'm here, finally I've got my time to be here like you-should-be-really-really thankful for that..Lol. Currently in KL and only god knows what my mind thinks since I'm having my mid term next week and here I am berjoli and wasting dad's money around kl. Hehe anyways I'm gonna give my best shot for midterm. I promise you that.

Life has been very busy and hectic but I've decided to play it "sweetly"..not goin to just cave myself with those mountains of assignments. I have my weekends dose of sleepless nights and days *innocent smile* so yeah :P I like the idea of my days are actually packed that I could care less about the guys I should have, like-long-long-time-ago forgotten, shouldn't have fallen for it at the first place to be exact.

Sorry that these post seem dull without pictures. I took very few pictures but too much out-and-about activity. Lol! Gonna post some after this :)

How everyone of you have been? I'm saying as if I have thousands of followers, I only have like...er 7?

Have a blessed Friday, and TGIF!! Party people, get ur ass ready!
Whereas, saya perlu study :-)

Brand new days ahead.

As you all know, I started my studying life back again a week ago. I managed to get the course that I want, which is International Relations.. although its not my first uni choice but my third, its okay.. so alhamdulillah :)

Hostel life is kinda new to me so far, wasnt  that hard for me YET. it's like living my life normally in a new place which is good. New environment always excites me..well, in a way. I am okay with it it's just that I feel lonely at times, just sometimes cos my friends is either at home or classes. It's normal Megaa. (Kasian,kebaruan)

My first week? I got myself a little assignment and I am tooooo blur to even do it. So I called everyone and ask about it, they were like "ahh you'll be fine blah blah blah" how am I supposed to get used to it when I dont even know where to start. I'll figure that out by my self  then :|


So yeah here's a little pictures from ekang that I took, well this is  our orentation. Don't really camwhore that much.. Too busy laughing, commenting, judging, you-name-it people around us. It's fun. LOL.. I'm not that mean..well not mean at all its just that it's fun to do so when you're bored and has nothing to do or think about :D

Well, that's all. It's the only picture we took, which is not thaat much. So UMS, please give me three kickass years okay :)